Her fears Part 1, a short story by gela. Date added: 2012-06-25. Times viewed: 1691.

Please SEND FEEDBACK - Writers love hearing from you. You can view the Authors profile here

Intro: a woman fears about her husband's fantasies

Entree & Her pony tail: Thank you very much to the readers who provide feedback and positive comments, thank you for the LIKES on facebook. Her fears is something a little different.....But i'll be submitting some erotic material very soon! thanks

Many years ago, I married my best friend, and like best friends, we shared everything. There wasn’t anything he couldn’t tell me or anything I couldn’t confide in him.

Boys Clubs, Women’s Business – they meant nothing to us. We broke every rule that boys kept and women were supposed to! Techniques to avoid sex that my friends confessed, mates having affairs – at night, in the dark, we shared it all.

It was us against the world. He and I couldn’t be harmed or tainted or divided the way normal couples could.

But things have changed.

No he didn’t cheat on me, he wasn’t tempted into an affair, he was simply a very honest man. And I, as he’d told me in the past, was simply unable to accept some truths.

The crux of it all, as shameful and embarrassing as it is to admit, is the fact that in his mind, he will always desire other woman. And I simply cannot bear it – him being unfaithful in his thoughts.

It seems ridiculously adolescence to fixate on something as old as time. Men have always been visual creature, always viewing, falling in lust, always with their eyes. Everyone knew that. Everyone it seems but me!

I came across this amazing comment in a little book, in some obscure shop and when I asked my husband, he admitted that yes, he looked, fantasized about other women but it meant nothing.

This little piece of information has managed to unravel my life, my mind and my sense of self.

I have only ever being with one man. All my daydreaming, erotic fantasies and desires have always been wrapped up with him. Lust and love. Him.

The idea of him wanting to make love to another woman makes me feel physically ill.

I wish I were a man for a day…..

Could a man love a woman and be committed and still desire other women?

Could he make sweet and tender love to a woman but imagine other women instead?

I just can’t let it go.

Send feedback

Use for below to send feedback to author - View the Authors profile here: The following form will send feedback to the author about this short story, please enter your e-mail if you wish a reply (which is obviously at the authors own discretion)

Your name
[optional]
Your e-mail address
[optional]
Your comments. Keep it positive please, criticism should be constructive

Anti spam feature *. Please enter the two words displayed below to prove you are a 'real person', as we do receive a LOT of spam. If you are not sure what the words are, either enter your best guess or click the reload button next to the distorted words.

* Helping the World One Word at a Time

By entering the words in the anti spam box, you are also helping to digitize texts that were written before the computer age. The words that you see were taken directly from old texts that are being scanned and stored in digital format in order to preserve them and make them more accessible to the world. Since some of the words in these texts are difficult for computers to process, we are using the results of your efforts to help decipher them.